Please welcome first-time contributor Patrycja Marciniak, a 24-year-old graphic designer, artist, and photographer from Poland who has struggled with depression, anxiety, and dermatillomania, the urge to scratch and pick at one’s skin.
About this photo: “Since my teen years, I’ve struggled with an intense skin picking disorder. This problem is not widely known – even by dermatologists – and is often underestimated. I’ve never been properly diagnosed until a year ago; until then, everyone just told me to stop scratching my skin. I photoshopped my scars away from the pictures, because I didn’t want to show how it looks like but how it feels like; using images of peeling paint, I tried to imitate the feeling of the need to scratch. At first, you only see a little crack in the paint on the wall; as you touch it, it flakes off, creating damage that gets bigger and bigger. You know that your touch only enlargens the hole, but it’s really hard once you’ve started. Soon you discover you’re standing in front of a bare, concrete wall. I used peeling paint stock images by Prudentia and FoxStox.”