Who we are & why we are

Welcome to the gallery site of Broken Light Collective. We are artists of all levels and abilities who are affected by mental illness. We create and we share our work for the therapeutic benefits to us, as well as others who may be struggling and feeling scared and alone. Together we can move from disconnected to collective.

Please welcome first-time contributor Laura Mclean. a woman from Ontario, Canada, who was first diagnosed as a child with dissociative disorders. Auditory and visual hallucinations were the norm. At that time, in the 1970s, there were no treatments for her diagnoses. In the 1990s, psychologists deemed the disorder caused by Multiple Personalities, then in the year 2000 the diagnosis was changed to Bipolar Rapid Cycling, and a series of prescription drugs were used to manage the symptoms. Life is now much better for Laura and her family. She is married, has four children, and attends college as a full time digital photography student. Photography has been a therapy of sorts for her. She takes photos as a means to communicate feelings she does not understand. She still must contend with disruptions caused by hallucinations at times, especially when under great stress, but with the change in treatment she is no long plagued by a sense of panic and paranoia.

About this photo: “It’s a tough life constantly having to monitor yourself out of fear of what others might think of you in new situations, but I am coming to terms with it using two wonderful therapies; blogging and photography.  This image represents two constants that those with the invisibility of mental illness live with each day.  The black and white area of the woman’s face, is the face that people with mental disabilities, like myself, put on each day.  We blend in with everyone else, except for our eyes.  The bottom half is covered and the lips can be slightly seen.  This is where we hide our emotions.  Where we do not speak about our illness, and where we keep our secrets, so others cannot harm us.

I took this photo as part of a photo assignment for school but felt it touched on something deeper.  Originally all shot in colour, I felt a message about living with mental illness could be drawn from it.  I entered the image into our local International Peoples with Disabilities contest and it tied for first place.”

Find more from Laura at her blog and website.


We created this bracelet to be a grounding tool to help divert negative & self-harmful thoughts & bring us back to the present moment. Broken Light Strength Bracelet

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10 responses to “Living The Bipolar Life”

  1. adasyael88 Avatar

    Love this. The description really enhanced the effect of the picture. Welcome to this site, here you are not alone:) Good luck with all!! Thank you for sharing, and Keep shooting!

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  2. Hank Shaw Avatar
    Hank Shaw

    a very effective image.

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Rene Avatar

    Reblogged this on Mind Chatter and commented:
    I like her relating this photo to invisible illnesses as well as mental illness. This is so true for me, as a fibro sufferer. I but forth the face which can be seen, but I keep inside all the pain and frustration I feel each day.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. lauralmcleanphotography Avatar

      Thank you for the reblog. It’s nice to see that other can relate to the image in their own way.

      Liked by 1 person

  4. Rhys Jones Avatar

    A dramatic photo! Her eyes are very strong.


  5. Pictures of Cities Avatar

    Such a meaningful picture… I’m glad you found a way to express your feelings through blogging and photography, they can certainly heal in their own magical way.


  6. lauralmcleanphotography Avatar

    Many thanks to those who have left comments. It humbles me to see that others have such positive opinions on the image.

    Liked by 1 person

  7. BookOfBokeh Avatar

    Damn, that’s good!


  8. autisticaplanet Avatar

    Thank you for sharing this powerful, dramatic image! Though I don’t have bi-polar, I do understand what you mean about the mask. I couldn’t stand masks anymore as autistic people are terrible at pretense, but I do feel like I have to wear a “mute”. Now there’s an image 🙂 Keep posting! You can enter Broken Light’s contest next year.


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