About this photo: I have suffered from depression for too many years to count. Every time I think it is lifting it comes back again and takes over. Sometimes I feel like I am losing myself to the depression, whatever or whoever that self may be. Like it is taking over my whole body and life, not just my mind. I feel like I am disappearing, and soon will be nothingness. For the few people left in my life I must try to hold on to the bits that are left, I just hope I can find the strength.