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The Calm And The Chaos

The Calm and the Chaos - Self Portrait by Jaeda DeWalt

Photo taken by contributor Jaeda DeWalt, a conceptual self-portrait artist in her forties from Seattle, Washington. Her battles with mental illness hearken back to her earliest memories, at age four, when she became obsessed with the number four and performed exhaustive rituals in patterns of four. During her teen years, she began noticing extreme mood swings, manic one moment and depressed the next, and in her late twenties she finally sought treatment and was diagnosed with Bipolar, OCD, Anxiety, ADHD, and PTSD from the trauma of being sexually abused as a child into her young adult years. Her life was filled with self-destructive coping methods until she went full force into creating, in her mid-twenties. The process of creating and putting herself in front of the camera felt cathartic, liberating and healing. The photographic medium opened up a new world to her and ignited a kind of passion within that she didn’t even know she was capable of experiencing. She has been on an ever-evolving, healing journey, ever since.

About this photo: “Within my mental illness are glimmers of genius cleverly hidden between moments of madness. I am the calm and the chaos. A perpetual paradox. Constant conflict. Internal universes colliding. Wild and free. Controlled and calculating. Uninhibited and guarded. Exposed and buttoned up. Confusion. Friction. Sparks. A creative firestorm.”

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3 comments on “The Calm And The Chaos

  1. Photography OCD
    April 15, 2017

    “You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.” Friedrich Nietzsche

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Eric E. Photo
    April 15, 2017

    These words… Powerful

    Like

  3. maureenjenner
    April 17, 2017

    It takes courage to face your demons; especially those you keep hidden or try to suppress. Bravo for dragging them into view and sharing.

    Liked by 1 person

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