Who we are & why we are

Welcome to the gallery site of Broken Light Collective. We are artists of all levels and abilities who are affected by mental illness. We create and we share our work for the therapeutic benefits to us, as well as others who may be struggling and feeling scared and alone. Together we can move from disconnected to collective.

Please say hello to first-time contributor Lori who has fought a life-long battle with severe anxiety, depression, OCD, and PTSD. She has had many people in her family also struggle with mental health issues, including a mother with depression; father with anxiety, depression, and OCD; and an uncle with schizophrenia. Three of Lori’s four children also suffer differing combinations of severe anxiety, depression, OCD, PTSD, and/or chronic insomnia. Lori is a long-time single mother who’s had very little in the way of resources except courage and resilience. She feels like a sensitive soul trying to find a place in what feels like a loud, angry, cruel world.

About this photo: “Deep in the night, sleep plays hide and seek with me, crouching in shadows where I can’t find it. I look everywhere, trying all the places I’ve found it before…. Finally I give up as the thoughts descend like vultures waiting to eat me alive, Diving Pecking Cartwheeling through my mind. My heart is reeling. The vultures are biting tearing ripping as Sanity slips lifelessly away. I’m spinning out of control in a free fall toward the Abyss.

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28 responses to “The Cracks in My Mind”

  1. jenniferlthorpe Avatar

    Very beautiful way of expression!

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  2. Developing A New Image Avatar

    Lori……welcome, a great first post. Look forward to seeing and reading more….peace out….jim

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    1. Lori Goodwin (@LoriBGoodwin) Avatar

      Thanks Jim! I love, love, love the shot you got of that tree in today’s blog post — gorgeous.

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  3. Richard Avatar
    Richard

    A stunning image and powerful prose combine to great effect. My heart goes out to you.

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    1. Lori Goodwin (@LoriBGoodwin) Avatar

      Thank you – so very kind of you. Life IS looking up….

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  4. Paula McLane Jennings Avatar

    Welcome Lori. Beautiful photo. I so understand the depression and anxiety and the difficulties in raising children while you suffer and who suffer their own problems as well. Both of my sons had difficult periods of depression, the eldest is an alcoholic and drug addict (fortunately now recovering 2 years) and my youngest has PTSD and a learning disability. He has a lot of uncontrolled anger issues. I have been a single Mom for the last 10 years. I don’t know how you cope with 4…2 is hard enough.

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    1. Lori Goodwin (@LoriBGoodwin) Avatar

      Ah, Paula, I wish we could enjoy a cup of tea and talk!! Nothing like a fellow traveler who really understands what it’s like…. My best and warmest wishes to you.

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  5. pablopasgar Avatar
    pablopasgar

    Great shot!!

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    1. Lori Goodwin (@LoriBGoodwin) Avatar

      Thank you – you’ve got beautiful (and colorful) photos on your site!

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      1. pablopasgar Avatar
        pablopasgar

        Thank you Lori!

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  6. laurafh Avatar

    Good for you. Miss you. xo

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    1. Lori Goodwin (@LoriBGoodwin) Avatar

      Laura! Thank you. It was soooo hard to leave the island – it’s been a rough winter adapting. Miss you too!

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    1. Lori Goodwin (@LoriBGoodwin) Avatar

      Thanks for your support!

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  7. Shane Francescut Avatar

    A wonderful shot.

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    1. Lori Goodwin (@LoriBGoodwin) Avatar

      Thank you – I’m loving the photos on your site – nicely done!

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  8. caliroe Avatar

    Lori, you are rich in talent and gifted with intelligence and wisdom.

    I am continuously impressed by the rich and profound creative talent, photographic, writing, poetic, etc. found on this site and in our community.
    I’m proud to be counted as one among ‘us’

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    1. Lori Goodwin (@LoriBGoodwin) Avatar

      Thank you so much for your kind words. Posting to this site is probably one of the wisest moves I’ve made lately – very encouraging and enriching to see all the beautiful work of so many amazing people, and all of whom get what it’s like to live with mental health issues. I especially like your photo and words about haunting the past – very cool!

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  9. jfb57 Avatar

    Stunning photo to go with beautiful words. Hello Lori!

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    1. Olivia's Mom Avatar

      Hi Julia – thanks for connecting! I like your blog. I’m creating one at seventhsageart.com if you’d like to take a peek. Emphasis on creating — I’ve only just begun, much work to do yet.

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  10. autisticaplanet Avatar
    autisticaplanet

    Hello, Lori. POWERFUL image! God has sustained you through a lot. I find this site a source of support and courage. I hope you do as well.

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    1. Olivia's Mom Avatar

      Thank you so much. What an amazing story you have — I’m so sorry for your struggles and pain. I can only imagine how hard it is to watch your mom decline. Thank you for writing about it, and I hope you continue to find the strength you need. I’m currently in the process of creating a blog at seventhsageart.com on behalf of a very special daughter. I think you might especially appreciate her creations. I’ve only got two uploaded so far, but more will be coming! It doesn’t look like you’re on Twitter? If you are though, I’d love to connect that way — I’m @LoriBGoodwin. Best wishes!

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  11. scotswanderer Avatar

    I hope my mind cracks would like so dramatic! 8^). There’s a lot to love about this shot, but I think it’s the thin curve of green where the ice and water meet, contrasting with the whites and greys, that really sets it off for me. Thanks for sharing.

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  12. Laurie Merritt Photography Avatar

    Powerful words to go along with a powerful image; nice work, Lori!

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